Tough

 It's been a while. I think I've been using the same phrase for the past few posts as well since I'm not updating anything in this blog. Once a year. Itupun kalau teringat. That would be enough right? 

I'm about to say nothing much happens in my life, but to be honest, lots of things happened to the extent that I can't even recall them anymore. This year has been a tough one. Three months and a half, will there be anything new? 

Entering the third year at university in a few days. I can't believe it myself. Things progressed, too fast I guess? I'm barely breathing right here! To be honest, I'm quite struggling with finishing the degree. Up to now, I still don't know whether I'm doing the right thing or not. But like I said, the new semester is coming up real soon. Failed my exams last December, not knowing what I'm actually studying. 

Nervous? Yes. Afraid? Absolutely yes. I really think I need to make a huge transformation. To be a better me. Or maybe to find my real self? Allah, help and guide me on the right path. If it's good for me, lead me to it, ease my burden, guide me through the whole journey. If it's not good for me, please provide me with strength, so that I could avoid it and push it away. Ameen.

If you're still hanging in there, it means you haven't reached your limits yet.
Keep on fighting!